I guess, I exist
the faint me
didn't enter all exits.
A bit less
my life's a mist
no need to flee
Bull in the China shopI don't know if finding someone
is an option for me.
Like the bull in a china shop
I was meant to be
with no one.
Because I break them,
others' beautiful core -
no more I want to see red:
color of blood and love.
UntitledI will tell you my tale of how i succeeded in obtaining a frozen heart and trust me thats not something you should b proud of, it started with a couple inccident i saw many fights break out when i was little alot of drug use and abuse my mother almost died taking a pill when i was 5 i couldnt help i was paralized with fear regret and anger thats when i lost my brain soon after i couldnt walk because i fell nd twiste my ankle i lost my legs i had the worst food poisening i kept throwing up i lost my organs, iv had asthma for a very long time i already lost my lungs with nothing inside to protect i lost my body my heart remained so i pushed on but the sidewalk can be cold with nothing to keep me up nd its very frustrating when you have nothing to reach out with for help it was just my heart with only that ot can get lonely people always say listen to your heart but what if its only your heart, a heart cant hear itself and it has no one to show it something years passed i bega
Free In YouFree In You
This life I live I barely know and though some could deny
His strife to give a carefree glow is all I can live by.
On a mark so many fall, and hold what's less than hope
Save themselves and wave free tell, "you're funny, what a dope"
Even though I hold my Peace, "my" life is lead to blame
Lead to fall and fed to thieves, that hold me in my "shame"
I forgive them though, and pray always, they're heads hot with despair.
Vigilance is woe to say and still why should I care?
I do though Father, I wanted Peace and like you once, I suffer.
Never will this pain decrease? I need a still, a buffer.
Gold in Heaven is what I'll walk on, will she be by my side?
I'll take Hold and Give Your Mold, but please turn soon the tide.
Now is not the time to doubt, I'll Forever give you Glory.
They will repent or die in shout, so I will take no worry.
Hold them, Keep Them, Let them change, and drop their selfish pride.
End these games or hold the range, No soul's Peace-less divide.
With my soul,
its a 50 50Happiness sadness these are the origins of all other emotions eerything else comes from happiness or sadness. I once heard a man say good and evil are two sides of the same coin but that doesnt meen they are the same its actually a world of difference a coin has two sides that 50% of getting either side but how many flips will i have to do to get the happiness i so trully desire wen my 50% chance is always sadness they say its faor and equal because its 50/50 but no this world is cruel you have a 100% chance of getting one side or getting the other evil good heaven hell happy sad they are so close but will never be together because they are 2 sides of the same coin, never to see another never finding balance.
Purged of a purgePurged of a purge
Time began still, and saved had He, then hell became. Will your truth take so undoubted? Hearts are controlled, minds our hold, but voices those
be shouted. So
Yours purged mine
Mine purged yours, so
shouted be those voices but
Hold our minds, controlled are hearts undoubted. So take truth. Your will became hell, then He had saved and still began time.
I can't breath without youi don't know if i can breath, but at the same time i don't know if i want to. with the words you just said shattered my world and all of my envy i ever had, but i try to make the best of it but i can't seem to make words. I am frozen, i can't move or speak or breath. I can't breath. it seems to me that you never really cared what i did as long as i stayed away in time for you to do what you want with out me and i want to know how that felt. I can't breath. some of the things you said went in one ere and out the other because i was blinded by your wonderful ray of light and charm. I can't breath without you beside me loving me, holding me, speaking to me...............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................I can't breath when you hold me under the water like this
UntitledFears just what are they, im scard of this im scared of that people fear death of all things even tho its as common as birth taking a life is the same as giving life so y fear life when u can cherish it. I hate when people say lifes to short when its literally the longest thing we have do u strive to become a god? My fear just what do i fear? My fear is that this world doesnt have an end we will just keep going that's frightening why do we as a whole continue like a god but us individually fear what gods dont have death we are the lucky ones we get to leave gods just sit back and watch because they can y do we want that hell y would we want that we as of now are greater then gods we can creat life even tho they made it so we lose lifes so why fear our blessing of death theirs nothing to fear but... I still fear that we as a whole will keep on going i still dont know why.