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Ho-ho-ho and a merry christmas to you all!
Now, i noticed that i have just received over 60,000 pageviews, so, i'd like to thank you all for that!
Also, thank you for the constant comments and favorites you give - it makes me wanna make new resources & graphics a lot more.
As my christmas gift to you, i will post new texture sets very soon, probably today or tomorrow.

TO KPOP FANS: I'd also like to advertise again my new korean music community: [link] - i hope you'll visit it some time!(:
  • Mood: Christmas Spirited
  • Eating: white chocolate
Yeah, i decided to make a community instead of a journal. I want to try something new although this community is more like a blog than a community. Or no, i shall call it a personal musicbox. But i wanted to have the opportunity to gather members; the kind of people, who like korean music & feel like they have a similar taste with me, are more than welcome to join.

Even if no one EVER joins, i don't mind. Because this is a good way to express my love for korean music. Hopefully you'll take a look at it because i'm about to share not only KPOP but for instance KROCK, indie and other non-mainstream music as well.

Here's the link if you became somewhat interested:

[link]
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: Finally - Brave Brothers
  • Eating: chocolate

hit the wall henna.

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 25, 2009, 12:20 PM


I just took a glance at the older journal entries of mine.
The funny thing is that there are always some " LIFE SUCKS " entries popping up out of a sudden.

<edited>

took the shit outta here. too long. a burden.

  • Mood: Depressed

in the middle of my journey

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 19, 2009, 6:24 AM


yes, the first important thing in order to get a driver's license is now past for me, hah!
well the annoying thing is that this was still a rather easy thing... it was almost like a pop quiz at school - although i had, of course, prepared for this one. a little. xD

but now i'll just have to pass the driving test. i don't know when i'll have it but i'm already very nervous about it... my friend just passed her driving test today - it was her 3rd time though. but it's okay and the good thing is that she finally got the license! and besides it's not like she is a bad driver - just a few little mistakes and she had failed. sucks! now i'm even more afraid of the test.

  • Mood: Shame

i wonder if i i dare to say this..

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 16, 2009, 12:26 PM


cough.










but i feel like i like someone - -'
pshdhajkd.

  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Listening to: Winter Garden - Smiley Face (try this band - PWNS)
  • Drinking: coffee

oh shit! i have a fever!

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 6:44 AM


And this time it's a real fever. Well, luckily the fever's only 37.5 degrees but i'm not feeling well at all. i have a terrible headache, my body is aching and i'm coughing all the time...

I just hope this is not swine flu!! Because i heard that one of my best friends may have a swine flu, so, it's not impossible for me to have an infection, too.

AND BESIDES MY CLOTHES THAT I ORDERED FROM YESSTYLE.COM OVER A MONTH AGO ARE STILL IN THE "&#&/""#£@£$£@NG FINNISH CUSTOMS! I should've received the clothes already weeks ago but NO.

God i hate life so much.

  • Mood: Suffering

158 notes

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 10, 2009, 6:37 AM


i was like WTF when i got online in my dA and saw the huge amount of new notes.
but i knew almost instantly that they were 'copyright violation' notes whatever.
and they were. all of them!

but actually i don't mind. it's only acceptable since i had used copyrighted material in my graphics.
and besides, a few graphics are still left, wohoo! hahahah.

btw i had sooo much fun in my driving lessons today. got to drive on slippery roads! yau, fierce! haha.

  • Mood: Lazy

thanks NINJA ASSASSIN for the new journal layout

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 11:32 AM


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Buhahah. Rain - kick some ass!
I really loved this layout by  
:icontwiggyteeluck:

too bad this is for limited time only ;_;


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  • Mood: dA Love
  • Listening to: Bad Girl - B2ST
  • Reading: some magazine about history..
  • Watching: my new journal layout &#9829;
  • Mood: Eager
Which means i can't be THAT bad person.
Hahah. Tonight i'll get a free meal and tomorrow i'll go party.
I hate to say this but i really enjoy MY OWN birthdays. 8)
But who wouldn't?
  • Mood: Crazy
[link]

For the sake of GREAT PRIZES that are available in Allkpop,
i created a twitter for myself. I STILL don't like twitter
because i think it's bullshit and nothing exciting since i'm Finnish and no one here ever goes to twitter.
But if you're interested in my seriously wild life, take a look at my twitter some time and follow me!

Ps. don't be afraid of adding me just because you don't know me that well. I don't mind.

Pps. I'm NOT gay although it says so in my twitter URL. It's just one of the odd nicknames i have.

Ppps. I'M GOING TO HAVE MY HAIRCUT SOON, WHAT SHALL I DOOOO!?!?!??!
  • Mood: I Have To Pee
  • Listening to: ^actually i don't have an urge to pee.. :D
On Friday i'll be freee like a bird! At least for a while!
Haha, i get to photoshop again freely and i get to watch dramas and i get to eat, sleep and just spazz around as i pleaaaase!
Mwahahhaha. But two more exams to go. My completion exam in German was on Monday and i hope i did well. Yesterday i had my english exam and today a history exam. Both of them were fortunately easy though, yahqw!

Anyway i just felt like posting something because i feel so gooooooood right now, bahahah.
Gotta go and practise maths for tomorrow. BLEH. Well, i knew something would ruin my mood sooner or later anyway.
  • Mood: I Have To Pee
  • Listening to: Milkyway - HybRefine
Duh, i've been practising for my driver's license. Exciting! Yet hard.

School's been doing fine. Except that i have to do one history research this coming weekend. oh boy..
My final exams have begun with listening comprehension in German. It was rather stressful but went pretty well, i guess. Now i'll have one part left to do in the German exam, which is the part where i'll have to WRITE essays and such, and it's not nice.. But after that, i'm done with my final exams for this autumn, yay!

My life is as plain as it has always been. I spend time at home all the time. Going outdoors is of course enjoyable but i just lack the time and enthusiasm right now. I just wish that september was over.

I hope everyone's been doing fine. I visit dA every day and it's great to see all the new comments & favorites. Thanks a lot! I'll make sure to have some special treat for you all after i'm over the busy times (;

Tata lovelies!
  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: Som en vind kom du till mig - Agnetha Fältsko
  • Reading: Twilight
my throat hurts very much. great.. this is the crown jewel for this summer... having a flu a week before school starts! sucks. now i can't enjoy the last days properly. it's so warm outside, yet, i don't feel like going out when my throat is like this. tsk.

anyway, i told before that i got a summer job. a-yeop, a-yeop, i got one. aha aha. i got some money too. over 400€. 405€ to be exact. it's pretty well for 2 weeks but boooy those two weeks were hard. i am still very tired even though i quit on saturday. besides my NAILS, KNEES, FACE, LEGS... everything is ruined thanks to picking strawberries! my nails are extremely dirty. knees are DIRTY and they have scars. my face got too much sun so i burned it accidentally. the skin on my nose actually PEELED. and on top of all that, i had to visit a doctor because i can't bend my left foot normally, and they didn't even find out WHY i can't bend my foot.. all this and 400€? i think i should've gotten at least 500€ + doc expenses.

but i'm happy anyway. or no, i'm sad because school starts next wednesday. although it means that i get to see my friends more often and OH, all my lovely teachers, too<3 how i've missed some! and to be quite frank, for some VERY ODD REASON, i miss studying and homework. HAH!! i'm sure after one week at school i'll come back to my senses and rant here because of all the shitload i have to go through. :D

i'll really try to brush up this autumn. i need to study. i need to focus on my studies. it's important because this is my last year. how i wish it was over already. JKASJDHKJAJHAKD AFTER I'M DONE WITH SENIOR HIGH, I'LL GO TO SOUTH KOREA! YESSS! that's a thing that keeps me fighting.

i bought some nice stuff for myself yesterday. or actually, i bought just one thing. ehm.. well, my mum bought it for me but anyway. A LEATHER JACKET. finally. i've been drooling over leather jackets for over a year already. now i got one and i lovee it. hehe, i wish it was autumn already so that i could wear it <3<3<3 and i thought i hate autumn, hah.

but there are soo many good things happening this autumn that i can't be all that mad. yes, school begins again and i'll have lots of crap ahead but... first of all, i'll turn 18. FINALLY. i can get my driver's license AND i can LEGALLY go to pubs, clubs and all that.. 8--D second of all, YOON EUN HYE'S COMEBACK DRAMA is coming soon <3 i'm so in love with this woman that ma gawd, i just need to watch this new drama. third of all, lots of good music is coming out this autumn. GD, Taeyang, Daesung.. all of them have solo albums coming, makes me VERY excited.

this autumn will be exciting in many ways. i'll get to experience new things, go through tough and happy times.. it's life. and i have to accept everything it serves. it's up to me how i use the things life offers. i'll try my best from now on.
  • Mood: Llama
  • Eating: MUFFIN
  • Drinking: COFFEE
Okay, so yesterday i got a call from this one guy who offered me a job in his strawberry fields. Of course i accepted it because i had already earlier given them a call about possibly getting to work there. Luckily they called me because I AM IN NEED OF MONEY!

So, i started working today at 7am. At first i was kind of depressed because i'm not the type of person who spontaniously does things and talks to other people etcetc, sooo i felt kind of bleh to be there in front of huge crowd of people, picking strawberries, looking VERY ugly.

Fortunately the day ended well. After 7 hours of back&feet-hurting work, i had gotten to know a few people better and i was even able to have a small conversation with them. (yay? lol) The sun was shining, i was sweating and tired, yet, i felt very good. I was making money and meeting new people, while getting to be by myself as well. And although it was silent most of the time, it wasn't an awkward silence because everyone was working after all. I love that.

MAKING MONEY MONEY MONEY MUST BE FUNNY <3 hahahah.
  • Mood: Flirty
  • Listening to: Goong OST instrumentals <3
  • Watching: COFFEE PRINCE ASAP. 8-----) 3rd time already?
As i said, i was off to a city called Tampere last weekend and i noticed that FLIRTING is pretty fun. LOL.
There was this yummy vietnamese (? not quite sure but it sounded like they talked vietnamese) guy with whom i exchanged more than just a few gazes 8D I don't know if he was.. flirting with me or not but...... i was trying to flirt with him! IT WAS INEVITABLE!! I couldn't help myself, i'm just becoming more and more out of limit these days gaagagagagaga.

The embarrassing thing was that at least his friends TALKED FINNISH (we found out it tooooooo late xD) so they must've heard what MY FRIENDS said to me.. "OHHH LOOK AT HENNA SHE'S ALL BLUSHING AND LALALAL!! I'VE NEVER SEEN HER LIKE THAT, FLIRRRRRTY AND ALL OHMIGOSH!" (and no, I WAS NOT SPAZZING! Hah. It's for fangirling.. And i wasn't all bright and giggly because i was flirting with an asian guy but because i was actually flirting with A GUY. that's...huge for henna xD not that i'm a lesbian o__o although i have a huge crush on yoon eun hye but eh, let's change the subject. ) One of my friends even called me a guy snatcher because she said that the guy was dating (huh?  I didn't see him embracing the girls he had around, so, to me he was single... - -; ).

Just wanted to tell this because i've never actually flirted with anyone. COUGHCOUGH OKAY, enough of this naive enthusiasm.

There's a new icon texture set waiting for you in my gallery, so, please check it out;D
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Let's Go Party - 2ne1
  • Eating: haven't eaten anything today -0-
  • Drinking: COFFFFFFFFFFFEEEEE!
Oh yes, tomorrow, on Saturday, i'll be off my hometown.
I'll go to a city called Tampere with my friends.

We're gonna just do some shopping, have some fun and of course, on SUNDAY, we're gonna see the eurovision song contest winner, Alexander Rybak ;D My, my, he's hot. I'm going to take many photographs, buhhaa.

I just hope that the weather will be gooooood. I hate rain and cold weather )___:

I'mma gonna have problems with the way i look and it makes me mad. I have pimples on the face and my hair is a real mess. Oh well, i just have to... Get over it. And have some fun.

And not too long ago i promised myself that i wouldn't be sad about being a single.
I enjoy being alone, although i admit that sometimes i'd love someone to embrace me in their arms ;____;* I actually admitted that publicly, woah.
AWAY THOSE DRRRREAMS, i better just accept the fact that i am single and that i will most likely be single for a long time.

Anywhooo i better start packing and all that. Must clean the house today so that mum will give me moneyyy.
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: Last Time Lover - Spice Girls (HAH, still a fan!)
Oh my, i just noticed that i've been in dA for a year! :---------D
I feel good. Maybe i should bring something for you guys?
New textures? I've tried to make some today, so, hopefully i can share them later.


Thanks for the constant support i'm receiving! All the comments, faves and everything make me very happy!
My treat boys & girls, my treat.. Just wait until i finish my next texture set, aight?
  • Mood: Overwhelmed
  • Listening to: Junbihalke - Ilac
  • Watching: Oprah
  • Eating: Spaghetti
  • Drinking: mineral water + soon coffee ;D
Over 30,000 pageviews! *claps and gives big hugs*
+
415 watchers *cookies for everyone*

Party?
Yes please.
Come to my place!
Just find me first 8)
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: Last Farewell - BIG BANG
  • Watching: Sex and the City (the series)
I thought it's time to make a journal entry about my textures, since it's been such a long time since i last updated any of my resources.

So, TWO NEW ICON TEXTURE SETS are already in my gallery for everyone to enjoy,
and third, BIG (and this time, REALLY BIG xD) texture set, is on its way.

Hopefully you enjoy the textures i'm sharing now after a long hiatus (:
I HOPE I WON'T DISAPPOINT YOU ;__________; I promised something extra cool for my 50th set but blah, these are just regular icon textures...................................
  • Mood: Amazed
Yo. This was my last day at school, we got to know our final grades for this year et cetera.

And then we were given stipends. First, the junior class students (meaning the 1st year students of senior high) got their stipends. I was like "Oh, i wonder if our year class will also get the stipends.." - Well, only 5 minutes later, after 4 junior students had received their awards, it was our, the senior students' (2nd year students of senior high), time. I was excited, because i knew that my friends would get some stipends!

First it was one of my sweetest friends, Liisa, whom i've known ever since i was 4 years old. She's a bright personality, genuine and just lovely! She got a stipend and i knew that she would because she's just so awesome xD I was congratulating her while one of the teachers announced that the second stipendi would go to...


Yup. That's when i heard my name.


WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!`??!?!?!? I was shocked. My mouth was open, i had stopped moving and everyone was clapping. Why!?!? Why did I get a stipend!?!? Do i REALLY deserve it??? That's what was going roung and round in my head.

I went to get my award, shaked hands with the teacher and BOWED! LOL! Girls don't bow in Finland, but i couldn't really think clearly so i bowed. Girls usually do the curtsey and don't bow........ Hahahhahaah.

I got back to the place where i sat and i asked my friends: WHY??? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????? WHAT DID I DO????!!

Let me explain. THIS YEAR I HAVE FELT LIKE I HAVE DONE NOTHING AT SCHOOL. NOTHING! Okay, i'm not gonna lie, the truth is that i get OK grades from many subjects. I'd say i'm slightly better than an average student but nothing else. BUT THERE WERE SO MANY WHO WOULD'VE DESERVED THIS BETTER THAN I! I'm especially disappointed that one of my friends didn't get an award this year because i think she's been improving a lot at school. She didn't even get an award last year and i was extremely disappointed then as well! Ugh, she's nice, kind and good at many subjects!

Well, my friends said that i really deserved it and that i had looked funny when i had heard my name xD Hahhaha!

This is the third year a row when i get some award in the end of the school year. Two years ago i got a stipend for Swedish language. Last year it was a dictionary for Swedish (?... didn't know i have that good swedish...) and now this, a stipend for a senior high student. It was not based on some subject but it was told that the award was given to a student who has done great at school, who has improved continuously in studies and who creates a nice and positive atmosphere at school among other students & also teachers.

I feel honored of course and i am thankful for this award! But i really wish that next year the awards will go to the persons who really REALLY deserve it! I am going to work hard next year, because i'll graduate, but i repeat: SO MANY STUDENTS ARE GREAT AND LOVELY AND BAKKNSASNBAMN <3

My summer holiday began officially! HAVE A NICE SUMMER EVERYONE!! I'll try to be back with new textures asap (:

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