my throat hurts very much. great.. this is the crown jewel for this summer... having a flu a week before school starts! sucks. now i can't enjoy the last days properly. it's so warm outside, yet, i don't feel like going out when my throat is like this. tsk.
anyway, i told before that i got a summer job. a-yeop, a-yeop, i got one. aha aha. i got some money too. over 400. 405 to be exact. it's pretty well for 2 weeks but boooy those two weeks were hard. i am still very tired even though i quit on saturday. besides my NAILS, KNEES, FACE, LEGS... everything is ruined thanks to picking strawberries! my nails are extremely dirty. knees are DIRTY and they have scars. my face got too much sun so i burned it accidentally. the skin on my nose actually PEELED. and on top of all that, i had to visit a doctor because i can't bend my left foot normally, and they didn't even find out WHY i can't bend my foot.. all this and 400? i think i should've gotten at least 500 + doc expenses.
but i'm happy anyway. or no, i'm sad because school starts next wednesday. although it means that i get to see my friends more often and OH, all my lovely teachers, too<3 how i've missed some! and to be quite frank, for some VERY ODD REASON, i miss studying and homework. HAH!! i'm sure after one week at school i'll come back to my senses and rant here because of all the shitload i have to go through.
i'll really try to brush up this autumn. i need to study. i need to focus on my studies. it's important because this is my last year. how i wish it was over already. JKASJDHKJAJHAKD AFTER I'M DONE WITH SENIOR HIGH, I'LL GO TO SOUTH KOREA! YESSS! that's a thing that keeps me fighting.
i bought some nice stuff for myself yesterday. or actually, i bought just one thing. ehm.. well, my mum bought it for me but anyway. A LEATHER JACKET. finally. i've been drooling over leather jackets for over a year already. now i got one and i lovee it. hehe, i wish it was autumn already so that i could wear it <3<3<3 and i thought i hate autumn, hah.
but there are soo many good things happening this autumn that i can't be all that mad. yes, school begins again and i'll have lots of crap ahead but... first of all, i'll turn 18. FINALLY. i can get my driver's license AND i can LEGALLY go to pubs, clubs and all that.. 8--D second of all, YOON EUN HYE'S COMEBACK DRAMA is coming soon <3 i'm so in love with this woman that ma gawd, i just need to watch this new drama. third of all, lots of good music is coming out this autumn. GD, Taeyang, Daesung.. all of them have solo albums coming, makes me VERY excited.
this autumn will be exciting in many ways. i'll get to experience new things, go through tough and happy times.. it's life. and i have to accept everything it serves. it's up to me how i use the things life offers. i'll try my best from now on.